Rambling's of a sudden confused mind.

I always thought I was a strong person. I have been through so much, but one night I found myself staring at a bunch of sleeping pills about to swallow them. All I wanted was to go to sleep and never wake up, I wanted to stop feeling so worthless and I wanted my heartache to end. I had worked so hard to get to where I was and now it felt like all I had done was ruin it all because I wasn't good enough and now I was unemployed and in severe debt which would mean my family would be next to suffer.