Still Loud, Now Clear

I didn't lose my job. I didn t lose my family. I didn t hit some cinematic rock bottom. But I was losing myself. On March 10, 2024, I turned down the static and chose sobriety. What followed wasn t a miracle transformation it was medication, emotional landmines, awkward dinners, identity shifts, and learning how to sit with my own thoughts without reaching for a drink. Still Loud, Now Clear covers my first 18 months sober told through the soundtrack that carried me. From shame to surrender, from ego to empathy, from chaos to clarity. This isn t a guide. It s a field recording from the front lines of recovery. Raw. Honest. Occasionally funny. Because sometimes the bravest thing a man can do is admit he s not okay and then do something about it.