Have you had times in your life when you felt as if the Lord abandoned you? Were there times when you felt like giving up? In this book, Maria shares those intimate details of her life during those difficult days and times when she felt like giving up. Suggesting to the reader that it is within our different stages of growth that we can find God. Sharing her personal journal entries gives true insight and testimonies in her writing. While reading this book, you will journey along and experience not only her darkest but also her most meaningful moments with the Lord. These times create opportunity for the application of God's Word in her life but also in the lives of others. This book gives glory to God all the while allowing the reader to experience their own personal reflection of God in their own life. Maria has a unique ability to show true transparency with the reader. If you want to know you are not alone in what you face, read this book.