Brutally Broken Beautifully Redeemed

A story of a sexually abused girl. Broken...confused.... and doesn't understand love at all. She doesn't believe in God. She grows up to be a broken adult who has traded sexual abuse for physical abuse believing it's what she deserves. She's never seen a healthy relationship and has no idea how one functions. She's developed a relationship addiction in hopes of finding someone that can love her. In her co-dependency, she strives to find the man that can make her happy. Taking her own life seems to be the only way out of the horrible existence she's lived. Fully feeling like she's sitting at the gates of hell wanting in because even that has to be better than the life she's been dealt. Then, she cries out, wanting whatever power may be out there or the universe itself to help her end her life.