Screwing the Mob

When the allure of the forbidden takes a deadly turn...ShayeHe never cared about me. He never would. He was always on the take, but this time he took too much. I betrayed my family tonight. I lost my virginity tonight. I was ready to give this whole life up tonight. I loved him, and he treated me like I was no better than the dirt on the bottom of his shoe. One thought makes me smile through the hot tears streaming down my face. I could have him killed. NicoJust plain sex. I tried to convince myself that's all it was. Except there was nothing plain about what we did that night. I lied to myself about how I feel, and I lied to her when I told her I wanted her to leave. Now I'm dodging calls from her crazy brother, who, if he found out I'd so much as seen her naked, would wrap his hands around my throat and squeeze until my eyeballs popped out of the sockets. And yeah, I've seen my best friend do just that for a hell of a lot less.