Reluctant Pilgrim

Love God but not so sure about church? Those who have had doubts about their faith or felt the gnawing need to examine their spiritual life will find a trustworthy companion in Reluctant Pilgrim. Enuma Okoro is a tea-sipping, purse-shopping, seminary-educated, multicultured world traveler who has been through many twists and turns in her spiritual journey. She is a woman who hungers for God and at the same time tries to navigate her mixed desires, convictions, and disappointments. After her father's unexpected death, her grief seems to morph into the panicky feeling that God wants something more from her, like maybe becoming a nun. As she seeks to unravel those feelings, Enuma Okoro takes us back to the places that formed her, from her first years in church at a parish in Queens, New York, to the years in West Africa where she collected crucifixes along with Richie Rich comic books, to her studies in Europe and the United States. Part Augustine, part Jane Austen with a side of Anne Lamott, Okoro attempts to reconcile her theological understanding of God's call to community with her painful and disappointing experiences of community in churches where she often felt unseen, pigeonholed, or out of place. At times snarky and often luminous, laugh-out-loud funny, and vulnerably poignant, Reluctant Pilgrim is the no-holds-barred account of a woman who prays to savor God's goodness and never be satisfied. It is a daring, insightful and deeply moving field guide for the curious, the confused, and the convicted.