Many times, I felt guilty when people told me: "e;Just live in the present moment"e; or "e;You only have to dwell in your body."e;... That was simply impossible, not because I didn't try... It's not that I didn't want to, but I felt I couldn't do it otherwise. My survival instinct had developed so effective avoidance mechanisms and strategies that I didn't even realize it myself. I now realize the purpose of all this life and of the experiences and reflections that I wanted to share with you, to guide you on your way and to support you in "e;the game of incarnation"e;.