I am (was?) a subtle alcoholic

The most open-hearted book by C. - A. Rebaf, who searched his archives for documents relating to his alcohol consumption. In diaries, short stories, but also in previously published texts, he repeatedly finds clues, which he compiles and publishes in this treatise. He did not actually consider himself to be an alcoholic, which is why he chose the title 'subtle alcoholic' and explains why. Writing is his way of coming to terms with addiction. In the end, he finds the collection so frightening that he immediately stops drinking alcohol. The text is aimed at anyone who doesn't drink until they fall into a coma, but still consumes a lot of alcohol if they were to take stock. Perhaps I can also help some people to kick the habit.