Fixed Parts

I am afraid.
And it feels good.
Because it makes me feel something other than empty.
Mia stormed into my life and created a chink in my armour. She's crawled under my skin and nestled against the burning heat beneath.
Now, I have something to lose.
Now I'm going to have to keep her, to protect her, but most importantly, try not to touch her.
The past is catching up and soon I'll have to confess. I will have to tell her the truth and make her face the monster I really am.
All I have to do is find her first.