Why are you still here?!: I got no place else to go...

Have you ever wanted to take a nap, in the woods, in the dead of winter, and never wake up? I have, more times than I can even remember. This is me, in all my chaotic splendor trying desperately, but mostly not, to stay breathing. This is my journey to and through the hell in my mind that I allowed my self to get locked into. Some of it makes sense, most does not. What I'm hoping is that this mess can help someone, anyone, realize that they are not alone, that they too can make it through another day and survive this journey through hell.