Last Love Letter

I am tired and confused. I am surrounded by darkness, and am groping for the right path. Only you can take me to the light, but unless you love me body, mind and soul, it won t work. Only you, loving me totally and unconditionally physically, mentally and emotionally will provide the magic balm. I can understand if you are tired, but I need your help, support and love. I am full of negativity, frustration and bitterness. Only your love can wash away this muck. Every time we make love, my anger, fear and confusion melt away, a bit at a time. Every time you hug and kiss me I feel wanted and special again. You are the balm to my tortured soul. Nothing else family, career, drugs, money, films, friends or golf can help me the way you can. I am wired to you. My life is in your hands, but do you want to help me anymore? A visceral, honest, deeply moving cry from the heart of a man dogged by misfortune and deemed unworthy of love.