Aim Right Next Time

I know who will do what in my lifedon't question shit I do. Everybody I fuck with knows how I fuck with themwho cares about your opinion let me use your hands to wipe my ass........... I thought so don't matter what fuck shit you got going wrong with youlast time I seen my daughter I had to reintroduce myselfjust like the time before and the time before and so on and so onpressing harder than ever before I want more I want moremore for myself more for her than I've ever hadand excuse me for wanting to slap the shit out of my dadsometimes I cry just wondering what she doingstill pursuing to do what I need to get her with mejust so nobody else can tell her about meI thought I was alone with this then I meet my big brother without himthen later meet my little sisterfunny how three people can't stand the same personwho help brought you hereeven after all these years I wish he just disappearstill looking for a birthday card is that too hard must bestill haven't heard from you in damn near three yearsdon't worry about calling me now cause fucker I'm finetaking care of me and mines thinking about how you never did anythingmakes me want to do everything for her and much moreso I thank you for showing me everything of what not to doas long as she can see some of anything I doas long as she knows my presencewhen it boils down to it I don't really care for a presentI just want her present cleaning off a boo boo and placing a band aid on hergiving her a hug during a lighting stormletting her know I'm all for her her personal angel guardianteacher and most important her geneletting her see where not only her looks come frombut how she catch an attitude on any daywhy she loves to love and laugh so hardand strive to be great along with being a helping handmakes me wonder why you never wanted to pass these traits down to usso I'll be the first to apologize for fucking up your lifeand to her I'm never quitting on usno matter how hard your mother press for us not to bein time you shall see the situation for what it iswe enjoyed each other's company at one pointsorry it didn't work to her favorbut who wants to deal with a crazyif it wasn't for Marcus and KalinI wouldn't have seen the futureSo yes it made me take a step backJust waiting for the right timeIt shall not last foreverOne day we shall be togetherAnd when that day comes I'll answer every questionIt doesn't matter I'll answer them allSo until then I'm preparing my answers truthfully and honestlyI love you Lil Nap