A Rose's Thorn

Restoration from self-sabotage is trying, especially when you are addicted to the destruction of your heart. Is that your sinful thorn? Ambivalence about your worth versus the worth of your beloved, holds you hostage to a debate that only you can be accountable for. Knowing that you what you deserve is unsurpassed, you may be the only one that recognizes that. How much of a broken heart can one endure? You just wanted to smell the flowers and neglected how the pain feels. Joy comes in the morning... and punctures left by thorns from holding onto the rose too tight will heal. As your garden blooms, others are attracted to your aroma. Do they get close enough to see your blemished palms? Callused over, you learn to be calm and patient for the rose to bud, hoping to experience the beauty of love.