Being aware of what we can find generates little expectation and no emotion. However, when you are in danger, you find yourself forced to put your hands in your pockets and understand how much experience you need to live. It's a bet between ourselves, the only actors in our lives. The risk-benefit ratio is unequal, you will have to play all the cards you have in your magical deck, to come out victorious and satisfied in the worst moment of your life. Ah if I could have bought more experience and the memories magically take me back to my family Christmas.