California, the Lies Behind the Sunshine

I thought this Journey was it! I thought leaving New York, behind to find "e;Success"e;, would be easy. I thought that the grass was greener on the other side of the World... and it was. I was running towards the Sunshine; where everyone was happy, life was good...but it wasn't. I wanted to be Famous! I wanted everyone to know Ms. Boss Lady! That was "e;my"e; plan...but it wasn't God's plan. I asked God for this Journey, but I wanted to do it my way; I wanted God to just, "e;get me to California"e;, and I would take it from there. I didn't know "e;what was going to happen along the way"e;. Before I knew it, I began my Journey to beautiful sunny California! God brought me to a different world, that I knew nothing about; and since I wanted to do it my way , he released me amongst People, Places and Things that I never saw before, who I didn t understand. The only Armor , God gave me to survive was Faith and Belief; along with what he had given me from Birth, which was Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding; and that became a very important tool for my survival; the Faith and Belief was the Key. I had the Key, but I didn t know it. My Journey would become my Life Story . If I wanted to be successful, in my Journey, I had to do it God s way, I had to learn the hard way . What I went through was, not to test me, but to challenge my Faith and my Belief, and it was hard! The Trials, and Tribulations was horrific, I fought Giants that tried to stop me, the Storms just kept coming. I lost everything in those Storms, I wasn t living, I was just existing. Where was God!