My Black Friday: How I Died Twice to Find Hope

WHY ME? I thought nobody could understand the torment of what I was going through; my hurts, habits and addictions. Have you ever felt hopeless, alone, and empty or that there was no way out? Have you thought that you had messed things up so badly that there was no way to make sense of it? I have asked all those questions and so many more. I had lost all meaning and purpose in my life. I was on a path of self-destruction and killing myself from the inside, out. I was out of control and no one could stop me. However, this was not the end, just the beginning. This is my story of how I had to lose everything...to gain everything I had to die twice to finally see things clearly for the first time in my crazy life. My prayer is that you find hope, meaning and purpose in your life through the only One who can truly free you from any hurt, brokenness, or addiction you may be struggling with. Put God in the center of your life, and no matter where you or what you're struggling with, God can and will restore your life " With GOD all things are possible." Mark 10:27