Miscarriage you are killing me slowly.: Baby please don't go.

My Desire was to eventually one day get married and give birth to 5 children. Instead I miscarried 6 times. I got pregnant by my first boyfriend at the age of 15 years old, which was also when I had my first miscarriage. At the tender age of 15, my main focus then turn to having my first child.I was determined and driven to do whatever it took to accomplish this. After my fourth miscarriage I learned that I had Anti-phospholipid Syndrome. A blood clotting disorder that causes woman to have repeated miscarriages. Through the physical and mental pain, the heart ache, the confusion, the depression, the unknown, and discouragement, I manage to find encouragement, motivation, faith, strength, and patience to accomplish my desire. By the grace of God I managed to give birth to one child in my seventh pregnancy