What We Do Not Confess

"How many times have we separated? I don''t know. All I know is that being away from him confuses me. I wanted to come back. Every time we drifted apart, I always came back, hoping for a change, hoping he would be mine, hoping he would let go of his foolishness and see me for who I am, even if just once. I wanted him to be perfect and be mine alone. I wanted everything for myself! But he didn''t feel anything... He left me here in the middle, exactly here. I neither completed the journey alone, nor did I stay with him. I became stuck in this cursed middle ground, colorless!The protagonist of the story travels in search of herself. She meets her true love in that beautiful city, becomes attached to him. However, our dreams of love may seem dull if they come at the wrong time. That''s why she returns to Alexandria in search of an old love that has always weighed on her. In the middle... she discovers that she alone needs to love herself before others can love her. Do the details of the story change?"