To live or just exist 4

It may well be that what is described in the book turned out to be a bit hearty, but everything happened as it is stated there. Sure there are a lot of memoirs and maybe these are the ones where you could say it's a normal life, but that's also the view of how I experienced my existence. But that doesn't mean that I blame anyone around me or anything like that, it's all based on my own decisions.