The pilot: betrayed

I wrote this book as a fiction about a pilot who falls in love with a young woman, but he is still attached to his x wife.. I am writing about myself of course, and a pilot who flew "Eastern Airlines". He passed away from lung cancer. He left me, but the memory of our romance is alive... he has to make up his mind with which female he wants to stay for life. it's a relationship that rocks up and down. there is a 'war' between god and Satan, good and evil.