The monster inside you

"Has it not occurred to you once to ask that sad widow called (Laila Burhan): How did she become a widow after her marriage so quickly?! And where did the child she was carrying in her belly go? There is no more time, answer me, do not approach (Laila Burhan), do not cross a street that (Laila Burhan) crossed, do not search in your memory, do not draw in your imagination, and do not repeat in your mind a sentence that bears the name of my beloved (Laila Burhan)