Life without me

"e;My husband, while trying to integrate me into his life in Morocco, did not realize that my estrangement was not a place, and that I carried within me a terrible and chronic estrangement. I was estranged in China when I was a boy, the day my beloved used my body as bait for his enemy in the war. I was estranged when the French arms dealer left and left me lost."e; In Vietnam, I sojourned in Saigon, the morning the Spanish war photographer disappeared without saying goodbye... I sojourned in the family of soldiers going to the battlefields with the desire to kill, returning with the smell of blood and gunpowder... I sojourned in wars that were not my wars, in languages ??that were not mine, Vietnamese, French. Arabic: There is a special alienation for women that men do not know. The alienation of a woman is when her body abandons her and loses her power over life. Then all the countries of the world are not enough to be her home, and she lives in exile in all countries With beauty worthy of life."e;