A Loudly Beating Heart

My mind slips, deep in to some sort of oblivion while wondering where the year has gone because at times it feels like it's wasted, but then I ask myself; What more could I have done? Can I become more productive? I set myself some lofty goals and achieve each one with down time to spare. Yet this heart feels like it needs a voice in this world and it will beat with a stubborn determination to carry out this plan, until its final beat.