A manic-depressive life. A man full of emotions, sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll. A Berlin rock band. Party drugs in the nineties. Long-term stays in China and the USA. As a patient, he reports on conditions in psychiatric hospitals. He tells us abouit failed relationships and longings. I wanted to put on paper what would have helped me a little bit to understand this disease better and earlier, also on an emotional level."e;With wry humor and clear language, the author knows how to entertain the reader. This is a trip you should take.