Zero F*cks

Nixon Andrews is an alpha-male with a dirty mouth, he lives giving zero f*cks. That is, until the girl he left behind, comes back into his life in the most unlikely way.

I fell in love with Cameron Hollis the moment I laid eyes on her.
She was everything to me.
We had nothing but a clean slate ahead of us, until the day I made the biggest mistake of my life.
I let her go.
It was for her own good...at least that's what I told myself.
That was five years ago, now my tour is over, and I'm home. Nothing matters without her. But I won't go after her, the guilt I have is too much to face. I lied...about so many things, she'll never look at me the same way. Zero f*cks, that's how I live now.

Part of me died the day Nixon Andrews broke my heart. He became a Navy Seal and by doing so decided the course of my future, like he had the right. Why? Because he didn't want to see me end up hurt. He was protecting me...from him. But I didn't need protecting, I just needed Nixon. Even if he was halfway across the world, I needed to know that no matter what, we were going to be okay.
That was five years ago and still not a single word from him, until now.