He Touched Me

I'm thirty years old. I'm at the beginning stages of being "middle-aged." I've lost my house due to losing my job months previous. I have a toddler, a newborn baby, my wife wants to file for divorce and break up our family. Undoubtedly the lowest point of my life How did I end up here and how do I repair this? The conclusion I came to was that I couldn't do it alone