This book is based on my journey, the roller coaster I call life, my thought patterns my experiences. Of how I overcome, many turmoil's, and how it changed my perception. It led me to a destination that gave me tension. Where I felt I had no freedom or free or the will all I had was failure, added with faith, and the hope to overcome another fall.

Feeding off the concept as I rise above it all I lived with fear all my life I had too many frenemies, I was cheated with each stepping stone. I had so many challenges to overcome it was overwhelming. I could not face my dreams my demons took over I had too many night terrors. No freedom to condition or evaluate my passion to cover up and shut another gate.
An apple a day kept the doctor away for the apple did not fall far from the tree either they say.

Just exercise and shed a tear a day, because every day was a damn bad day, added with another abreaction. Competing with myself, delaying a destination to keep myself from losing another day.

What a waste, looking back at it all now I wish I could state another fact, curse those who had it in for me to, somehow, where the assumption of attacking me backfired. Every time I gave up, I would have that thought in the back of my mind, not to give in and just keep fighting back from within.

I would set a goal pass or fail, either way, I was just passing through. learning my lesson, now I am certain I was kept hostage by those who knew and assumed they could cave in on me right through.
But those goals were based on my faith. Where I had to prevent lost souls from entering.

I had too many enemies who wanted to become frenemies in the midst, of all evil. Trying their hardest to harvest in my realm, convincing me otherwise. I gave in, in the hope I had the spirit to fight back. For there was more power in numbers, I was the only person fighting a group.

What can I say the knowledge and wisdom took over, I lost my thought pattern. As they say, time is of essence, I was gambling it every day. I needed to learn my lesson to keep up with the programmed and survive a whole lot of lies. I gave in, I knew if I did not, they would win and keep pestering me.

Where I was stuck hovering a dark cloud over my head. Trying to prevent the corrupt from re-entering again. Hopefully, I can inspire others who read my book to overcome their challenges to for humanity, has lost its ethnicity and perception of reality.
Because of those who create deception, tend to cash in and harm those who are part of the programmed. The situation is a mistake in the long run it creates war and disposition right through People need people to survive we are driven by it, but the world is a messed-up place.

No one really cares unless they have something to show for it. Faith and hope have lost their true value instead of looking from within to get the answers you need. For people go out of their way to feed off others to succeed

They look for victims by reading and entertaining themselves with their thoughts. Bribing deceiving then leading them on a wild goose chase all by getting their hopes up and then throwing them off the raider.

I'm so tired of always building a shield around my spirit just so I can breathe.
Having said that I am done pretending; I have had my fair share of referendums
It is time I came out of my hard shell and repeated it

Prepare me for the next destination, because I'm a fossil in a divas body here, lock it in
I was a procrastinator, instead of validating I was constantly fishing for fights, looking for my rights Where truly I was fighting for my life

Mind reading is a guessing game and those who create a second time around rarely have a chance to repeat it but if you do go back and delete it.

Call it the melody of my life

The Theatrical Melodia of my Life - pocket, Engelska, 2024